Our Life!

After 11 1/2 months of our lives turned upside down, I find myself frazzled!

I wake in the middle of the night thinking of all of the things I didn’t get done and everything that needs to be done. I have alot more on my shoulders now and finding myself not as organized as I used to be.

We have alot of appts. to go to these days and not enough hours in a day! Will our lives ever slow down?Nope!

I’ve alot of things to do to get bedrooms ready for Mona, Meg and Madi to move in soon! We’ve already returned all of Rudy’s work uniforms that had filled up one of the bedroom closets. There’s plenty more to go through and get rid of more stuff!

Rudy has been talking to me about when he’s gone from this Brain Cancer. That upset me yesterday. Wish we’d never heard of Glioblastoma Multiforme Stage 4 Brain Cancer, it has turned our lives in a whirl of emotions!

God must have a plan for him and doesn’t realize we still need him here with us! My heart is breaking.

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About Grandmomof7

I’ve been Stay At Home Wife & Mom for 40 years. then in Dec. 2011 I became a widow when GBM-4 Brain Cancer took Rudy from me. We raised 3 daughters (our 4th daughter in heaven) and have 7 grandkids. Originally from Northern California, but have lived in Eastern Washington since 1981. I do allot of crafts, such as sewing, crochet, cross stitch, baking, cake decorating, scrapbooking, paper crafting and family genealogy. In June 2014, I became a caregiver again, this time with my Mom. Mom passed away on Dec. 30, 2014.
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One Response to Our Life!

  1. jen harrison says:

    That is def. hard. Lots of Love!

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